A Note to You* This is nothing,
Good for you, too good for you
Somehow your friends may understand that, and I do, too.
Maybe your Mom is right, God has his plan in you of what you have to face
and overcome.
Or maybe you shouldn’t think it as a “waste”, then everything will be fine.
As I always said, one should neither underestimate nor overestimate his/her
own abilities…though it’s hard to determine if one has demonstrated
his/her ability to the fullest.
Indeed you shouldn’t experience this kind of depression anymore
cos it’s been a long time already, you should have got used to it!
I bet your family and friends will support whatever decision you've made
Pray and think, no worries. God will make a way.
* "got me hypnotized, so mesmerized" =))